Feel. Be. Have.
[Part 3: she finally wakes up...] The feminine is waking up from her numb, slumber. ⠀
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The desert of her heart now storms with wild truth… ⠀
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The cave of her womb is alive with God’s Holy desires…⠀
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“Did you know that you don’t have to feel shameful for always wanting more?” Her whisper cuts ties with a bloodline of lies. ⠀
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She’s committed not to this world…⠀
But Christ Consciousness. ⠀
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The resurrection is happening,⠀
Again ⠀
And again,⠀
And again. ⠀
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Through her,⠀
And for her, ⠀
Every time she breaths. ⠀
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He chooses her. ⠀
Because Consciousness always chooses the wild open heart. ⠀
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To fill.⠀
To make love. ⠀
To adore.⠀
To bend.⠀
To learn. ⠀
To arrive. ⠀
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The heart you feel God in…. is the same heart God feels you in. ⠀
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My shoulders soften and I feel my tongue rest on the roof of my mouth. ⠀
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The eyes you see God through…are the same eyes God sees you through. ⠀
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My lips let out a groan as the edges of my body tingle. ⠀
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I’m disappearing. ⠀
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God is not masculine or feminine… I witness. ⠀
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Tears stream down my face. ⠀
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God is the space between… I stop forcing. ⠀
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Hot liquid traces my jawline. ⠀
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Go to your heart; the bridge between worlds. ⠀
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She demands. I fall to her feet. ⠀
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If we’re ever going to evolve as Humans, she says… ⠀
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We must stop labeling everything this OR that… ⠀
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We must settle in the sweet mystery that we simply do. not. know. ⠀
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In that, we begin to FEEL. ⠀
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And the God of our Heart can finally lead.⠀
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Yes, I exhale. ⠀
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Feel. Be. Have.⠀
Feel. Be. Have.⠀
Feel. Be. Have.⠀
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I fall asleep to her chanting like a drum in the center of my chest. ⠀
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To know her is to know nothing. ⠀
To be her is to be everything. ⠀
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I finally stopped asking questions... ⠀
And let the paradox turn on the lights between my thighs. ⠀
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She woke up an overflow within me.⠀
Tori Washington
@iamtoriwashington